Chrisean Rock revealed that she’s 20 weeks along in her divisive pregnancy and that she is prepared to go to whatever lengths to care for her unborn kid.
The reality TV personality and former athlete released a lengthy statement about her upcoming child with rapper Blueface in an Instagram clip dated Saturday (May 6).
She made it clear in her post that regardless of what her baby daddy decides to do, she’s going to hold it down.
“Sheesh I’m 20weeks already but When I seen the face of what was growing inside of me I had to pray the fear away of being a mommy,” she began while revealing that she’s documenting her pregnancy journey with The Zeus Network.
She continued: “This pregnancy was planned but now he don’t see a future with me anymore we both done things to each other tht we lost trust so I was left with option aborting I was surprised I’m tht far along that it’s no turning back from being a mommy I instantly fell in love wen I saw the face n heard the heart beat…The bad thoughts like “I don’t want to be rock anymore,I don’t want to be famous, I F’cked up, I should have stayed in school” but I had to separate my heartbreak from the biggest thing that I prayed for n in da beginning.
“I’m not gonna move out of fear. I’m ok with moving on I’m ok with letting go anything that’s not for me . Having a child won’t stop me from Making money, learning, developing more love n time for my self. I don’t need a dollar from anyone to be here for this child I’m blessed n highly favored so thats the only thing tht matters rn. I can’t wait to show my journey through the ups n downs in this experience. Through it all I’m gone win.”
Chrisean Rock’s pregnancy journey thus far has not been without controversy, with the headline-grabber recently sharing that she wished she wasn’t pregnant.
On Saturday (April 22), a popular reality TV star took to Instagram Live to express her current state of mind regarding motherhood. She revealed that she no longer feels enthusiastic about becoming a parent.
“I wish I wasn’t pregnant,” she said. “I was excited at first, but now, it’s like — it’s exhausting. Honestly, I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m probably not in the mood for none of the baby traditions and shit.”